One of the toughest failures is to pull oneself up when one
is drowned within inner self. It’s not easy to take one step after another and
pass the dark alleys of your own mind which is full of negativity, frustration, de-motivated
doubts. And when one eventually stands at the verge of end, one is afraid to
accept the fact everything eventually ends; waves falls, day ends...
It’s not easy to find the new self of oneself. Not easy to
leave something that used to define you, drive you and get a new ensemble of
emotions for your deep within. You see a side of yourself which is all unknown
to you. It’s a white moment where all illusions breaks and sour failure
brightly shines. Your own mistakes make you feel miserable. You impugn your own
intellect and feel really hard to find the truth of life, wonder what is it all about!!
One questions one’s own heart, what am I suppose to do? What is reel and what is real? Should I waste my time and dare to dream as now I know that dreamy world does exist but ironically in dreams only. All once happy true moments seems shattered, broken into pieces and one tries to link them and find the real, true, exact meaning of those moments piece by piece.
One questions one’s own heart, what am I suppose to do? What is reel and what is real? Should I waste my time and dare to dream as now I know that dreamy world does exist but ironically in dreams only. All once happy true moments seems shattered, broken into pieces and one tries to link them and find the real, true, exact meaning of those moments piece by piece.
To fight such moment ain’t easy. But this is also a solid
fact that no one can help you than your own belief within yourself. I completely
agree that it won’t be easy to support your own sinking soul. So take rest for
a while!! May be today is not the day and you are not ready but soon you will
be!! Keep the faith alive!! **Amen**
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